CONVERSATION WITH A REAL TIME ABDUCTEE
The abductee I first interviewed who gave me the idea to join together a group of real time abductees was a very special woman who I was introduced to by a realitive of mine who was her friend. After spending time with her I realized the importance of trying to pull together a united group of real time abductees for the purpose of sharing experiences in order to see if a common thread could be found in those being taken.
This woman lives on Long Island. She is a very private person and lives her life as a hermit closed off to all but family and a few select friends. She lives in a highly protected environment in a secure home with family members who defend and protect this woman with determination and love. She is a very unusual person who has had a life time of interference by whatever has been abducting her for nearly her entire life.
This woman is by far the most unusual in appearance of the group of abductees in my interview group.
Her eyes are very large. They are a clear bright blue. I noticed whenever the sun would streak into a room and reach her face she would shield her eyes, blink and move away from the direct light. She has very dark circles under her eyes and very pale skin. I questioned her about her discomfort with the sun and her eyes and she replied,
“ The sun is blinding to me, I cannot see at all in strong sunlight.”
Her arms and legs are covered in areas by large bandages. The areas of her legs and arms that were uncovered were covered with what looked like white scars of different lengths and shapes. She was chubby, but ageless. I could not tell if she was 40 –50 or 60. She looks to be a middle-aged woman but does not have any wrinkles or the appearance of an older woman. I honestly could not judge her age at all. She has light hair, which is very fine and pale. Not a brown or a blond. Her hair is sort of light without a definite shade , very fine worn mid length.
When with this woman, she quickly takes control of the conversation. It is apparent to all she does not take part in small talk as she quickly gets to the point . She suggested I take notes as she was not going to be able to talk that long and did not want to repeat herself. I got out my notebook and listened carefully as she spoke .
She told me that odd activity started for her about age 5 or 6. She recalls strange people being around her and being taken away from home often as a child but was never sure where she was or what was happening to her during those events. She would have these encounters at all different times.I She may be out playing in her yard, or in her room playing with her toys. She would wake up in the middle of the night terrified, but had no idea at age 6 exactly what was happening to her.
By the time she was a teen this woman realized she was different from other kids. She was much smarter than the average kids her age and was developing psychic abilities that were very strong and very frightening to her. She could look at someone she did not know and understand immediately things about them. She would know their names, where they lived, what they were thinking and most of all if they were a good or bad person. She could tell her friends what was going to happen to them weeks before the events occurred. Her differences were separating her from friends and family and she was becoming withdrawn and stranger by the day.
During her time growing up this woman would have continuous episodes of going about her normal life with lost time events lacing through her years. She would know when they were about to occur as she would become suddenly dizzy and within seconds find she was surrounded by a strong ray of blinding light. The next thing she knew she would find herself slumped over on the ground in a place she did not know alone, ill and frightened. She quickly learned how to pull herself together so she could figure out where she was and how she could return home. She would hide money in her shoes in hopes it would still be there when she was returned from these horrid experiences so she would be able to call for help or do what she needed to do to return to her home. Her life was a hell.
The missing time and fogged over encounters continued and the changes in her increased. At about age 25 she could no longer stand to be outside in the sun for very long as normal rays of sunlight were becoming blinding and painful to her eyes. She also was beginning to read two or three books a day with lightning speed. Her need to consume all she could learn was becoming an over powering need she could not control.
This also was the time she started to feel ill often and have unexplained times of bleeding and pain in her uterus that she could not understand. Sometimes she would not have any normal monthly cycles at all and other times wake up from one of the encounters with terrible pain and extreme bleeding.
She had become a hermit by this time only seeing her family and a handful of friends. The strangeness of her life kept her away from others as she suffered more and more oddities with each passing year.
About age 30 she started to return from her abductions with strange burn like rashes across her arms , legs, back and groin area. They were painful and would last for months at a time.
She was developing a hatred of most food claiming it all tasted awful and had a limited diet that existed of only a few bland items that she could manage to keep down or desire.
About this time she decided to see a doctor about her rashes and belly pain as she was finding it harder and harder to deal with it all. Her doctor sent her to specialists who looked at her rash/ burns. They came up empty to what they thought it was and chalked it up to her making them appear by way of stress. They told her nicely that she was causing the skin to do this with her mind.
After being examined for her problems with her natural cycles she was questioned to how many pregnancies she had. When she told them none they snarled that they could not help her if she would not be honest with them. Feeling defeated she simply listened and said little in response. The doctors insisted she had carried more than one baby. She knew she never had a child.
This woman’s life had been a hell with only her family and a few friends understanding the horror of what was happening to her. She found the rest of the world to be cruel and heartless to her circumstance.
As she aged the abductions decreased. Now entering her senior years she was left alone and free from the visits that tortured her throughout her entire life.
She can only stand to be out in the day light for a few minutes at a time. She needs to wear very dark sunglasses and drive with tinted windows in her car. She spends most of her time indoors during the day.
She has a quick mind and can recall almost all she has read during her lifetime. She has strong psychic powers that she will only use to help those she knows and cares for. Besides that she keeps what she knows to herself. She suffers from her skin problems, which come and go without reason or explanation. She never married and never had children- that she knows of.
This woman is without question the most curious person I ever interviewed. She is obviously a human but also seems altered in ways by the interference of her abductors. She is not like other humans yet she is. She seems to be tampered with making her more advanced in many ways and weaker in others.
Mentally she is far advanced. Physically she struggles with living on earth in her human body. She is an impatient woman who talks quickly and expects those around her to keep up with her speed of thought and speaking. She seems void of humor and simply titled her head looking at me oddly when I attempted to include a joke or two into our quick paced serious conversation. She seemed far more entertained by my attempts to be funny or silly then the humor of what I was saying.
Her eyes are large and blue. When she looks at you it is with a straight intense dead on stare right into your own eyes that makes you alert and uncomfortable. I felt like I was being given the most important test of my life and if I failed I was going to be booted off the earth. I stopped trying to interact and just sat and took furious notes as she told me what she wanted to tell me. She talked and I wrote.
When the four abductees sat together in conversation she kept the conversation on topics she wanted discussed. She had no tolerance for small talk or joy in sharing a dinner or snack with the group. The only thing she showed interest in was a bowl of coffee ice cream which she devoured so quickly my head hurt in anticipation of the ice cream freeze head pain she must have endured. Instead she asked for another huge bowl.
As our time together progressed I was able to question her on the things I wanted to know concerning her encounters. I asked her who she thought had been taking her – and what did she think they wanted from her?
Without hesitation she replied: “ This may surprise you but I think humans may be involved in my abductions. I think they may be working with aliens or are some odd group of humans from the past or a species of humans that evolved past us who are part of who or what is taking me.” I simply looked at her stupidly as she continued,” I use to think aliens from another planet were the ones taking me but I changed my mind along the way and think some kind of human has a hand in it also. She continued
"I think somehow someway humans populated this planet or another planet very much like this one who suffered a huge catastrophe that wiped most of them out. I think they may be living inside the earth or maybe on the moon or in the moon. I think they are millions of years older than the humans walking and living on this earth now and far advanced. I also think that physically they have weakened or changed to the point they cannot live on the earth as it is now.
I think they may be the ones who come and take people like me. I think they are trying to mate with us to return their bodies to those that can live a life on earth. Or they are trying to breed with the humans of today for some reason.
I think that what they do changes people like me into something closer to what they are rather than returning them more like we are. My body changes and mind skills are a result of these things. Do not get me wrong – they could easily be aliens from other worlds. I just feel that they seem human to me when I can recall small parts of my encounters with them.”
She told me that she fears for the world and the people on it. She does not think the creatures who have been taking her and experimenting on her are here for us or to help or better the human race. She feels those who have taken her are strictly here for their own benefit.
This woman feels we are very backward in our knowledge of the universe and extremely dense when it comes to all things paranormal. She understands we are no match for any being who can take us against our will, wipe out our memory , experiment on us and throw us back into the human pool whenever they please. . How can we consider interacting with beings who travel around us when we are not even capable of seeing the forest for the trees. They are here right in front of our noses and we do not even detect or know it. The differences in their abilities and ours are about the same as a mouse and our best science minds.
This woman has harsh words for those who make false claims as well as those who are complete skeptics. She feels it best to let the world live as it is in total ignorance. She feels we could all solve the problems on this earth if we wanted to. She feels as a mass we just do not wish to. Her wish is to simply stand back and watch as the universe teaches us the facts of life. She does not feel we will all make it to understanding them or living through some of the lessons as we still remain far too primitive to comprehend or interact with our cosmic neighbors.
This woman is a serious, interesting, brilliant person who is unlike anyone else on this earth I have ever known. Talking with her was an experience that I will never forget.
Long Island, New York
January 30th, 2016
Chris Holly's Endless Journey with the Unknown
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